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by FAUX PAS

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1.
heartbeat 02:36
i thought about ruining your life and i could do it in a heartbeat cause that's how long it took for you to like me you have a way of fuckin up my magic my way of making tragic things seem beautiful even when they're not you wish i bored you (but i don't want to) and i still like you (so tell me not to) you say when you combine physical contact with an initial desire bad things happen when we're under the covers listening to the rentals i can't help but take mental pictures of you getting undressed in my mind cause you wish i bored you (but i don't want to) and i still like you (so tell me not to) i could get you into trouble if you want (if you want) i'm not a tease i'll do more than talk (i'll do more than talk) but if you lose everything that's rough (that is rough) i am so sorry i didn't mean to get you lost
2.
when you curled into my arms i could feel it in your eyes you were sad you were sad you were trying not to cry you were holding on to me like i was never coming back you were closing your eyes and you were singing fleetwood mac you were trying to hard to think about anything but loss you were trying you were trying but your thoughts failed you fast you were begging me to promise you that i would never die you were sad i was panicked so i looked at you and lied your cat ran away and you think it's all your fault you say "if i keep this up i will end up by myself" yet you still speak to me like you don't care when you know it's not true and you know that it's not fair i've never wanted to be anyone's muse this much leaning on amaretto sours like alcohol's a crutch i was charming i was charming i was running my mouth like i would do anything to run myself into the ground if i can't have you bury me
3.
so this is it i'll never speak to you again but i'll think about you madly and how i'll never be happy now that you're gone now that you're gone did you really have to leave me? did you really have to leave me? you said "go on and get out of here let me miss you when it hits me but for right now leave me alone" so this is it you never thought of me again but you hurt me so badly that i guess i should be happy now that you're gone now that you're gone thank god you left me thank god you left me you said "go on and get out of here let me miss you when it hits me but for right now leave me alone"
4.
i'm going to the bar but i will not have a drink cause i don't wanna think about the way things ended and i won't pick up your call cause my phone won't ever ring i'll imagine everything i'll imagine everything i've locked myself inside my room the quiet gives me time to think although now that i can hear my thoughts i feel afraid cause the person who you were is not the person you are now i didn't know you were capable of hurting me like that i've gone and fucked it up again
5.
can we ice skate in our minds but actually sit pretzel style on my bedroom floor i'm staring into your eyes but they're cold don't touch me with your frozen hands you feel like snow you think i'll hurt you but i don't want to, do you want to? you think i'll hurt you but i don't want to, do you want to? you think i'll hurt you but i don't want to
6.
living room 01:39
if you look me in the eye it's just to say that you don't care do you wanna make me cry i've never felt so ugly here i've never felt so ugly here in your living room i'm just a body on your sofa too embarrassed to speak happy when it's over you tell me i play games so you don't have to look inside yourself cause it's the ugliness you fear it's the reason you won't let me in and the reason that you keep me here in your living room i'm just a body on your sofa too embarrassed to speak happy when it's over
7.
hotel room 02:19
think think back think about the first day we met i sat in a blue dress in a hotel room cold air kissing my neck wait wait for a year and if you still want me i promise i'll be here miles and hours away but thinking about you just calling to say: don't give up third time's the charm you've got me up in arms
8.
swimming 02:39
in the dark i am not embarrassed to go swimming if i get my hair wet you won't see and if my body isn't as perfect as you thought it'd be then you don't have to touch me the words that you said they still sting my eyes burn red i'll forget everything in the dark i am not embarrassed of my bruises if you see my scars i will not make excuses
9.
dignity 02:03
we were at the plaza you bought me shots just to tell me everything that comes out of my mouth is garbage break my heart but salvage my dignity just let me leave i know you don't mean to lose your temper but when you do it scares me so i know you never mean to lose your temper but when you do it scares me so i don't know why when we said goodbye you didn't have to think about it twice in your bed i'm tiny i'm quietly crying i'm hoping that you don't wake up because you have been indecent but i will try and keep this hurt to myself i know you don't mean to lose your temper but when you do it scares me so i know you never mean to lose your temper but when you do it scares me so

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released August 24, 2012

photo cred: luke leyden

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