1. |
heartbeat
02:36
|
|||
i thought about ruining your life
and i could do it in a heartbeat
cause that's how long it took for you to like me
you have a way of fuckin up my magic
my way of making tragic things seem beautiful
even when they're not
you wish i bored you (but i don't want to)
and i still like you (so tell me not to)
you say when you combine physical contact
with an initial desire bad things happen
when we're under the covers listening to the rentals
i can't help but take mental pictures of you
getting undressed in my mind
cause you wish i bored you (but i don't want to)
and i still like you (so tell me not to)
i could get you into trouble if you want (if you want)
i'm not a tease i'll do more than talk (i'll do more than talk)
but if you lose everything that's rough (that is rough)
i am so sorry i didn't mean to get you lost
|
||||
2. |
fleetwood mac
01:45
|
|||
when you curled into my arms
i could feel it in your eyes
you were sad you were sad you were trying not to cry
you were holding on to me like i was never coming back
you were closing your eyes and you were singing fleetwood mac
you were trying to hard to think about anything but loss
you were trying you were trying but your thoughts failed you fast
you were begging me to promise you that i would never die
you were sad i was panicked so i looked at you and lied
your cat ran away and you think it's all your fault
you say "if i keep this up i will end up by myself"
yet you still speak to me like you don't care
when you know it's not true and you know that it's not fair
i've never wanted to be anyone's muse this much
leaning on amaretto sours like alcohol's a crutch
i was charming i was charming i was running my mouth
like i would do anything to run myself into the ground
if i can't have you bury me
|
||||
3. |
so this is it
02:09
|
|||
so this is it i'll never speak to you again
but i'll think about you madly
and how i'll never be happy
now that you're gone
now that you're gone
did you really have to leave me?
did you really have to leave me?
you said "go on and get out of here let me miss you
when it hits me but for right now leave me alone"
so this is it you never thought of me again
but you hurt me so badly
that i guess i should be happy
now that you're gone
now that you're gone
thank god you left me
thank god you left me
you said "go on and get out of here let me miss you
when it hits me but for right now leave me alone"
|
||||
4. |
smoke lingers
02:13
|
|||
i'm going to the bar but i will not have a drink
cause i don't wanna think about
the way things ended
and i won't pick up your call
cause my phone won't ever ring
i'll imagine everything
i'll imagine everything
i've locked myself inside my room
the quiet gives me time to think
although now that i can hear my thoughts
i feel afraid
cause the person who you were
is not the person you are now
i didn't know you were capable
of hurting me like that
i've gone and fucked it up again
|
||||
5. |
||||
can we ice skate in our minds
but actually sit pretzel style
on my bedroom floor
i'm staring into your eyes
but they're cold
don't touch me with your frozen hands
you feel like snow
you think i'll hurt you
but i don't want to, do you want to?
you think i'll hurt you
but i don't want to, do you want to?
you think i'll hurt you
but i don't want to
|
||||
6. |
living room
01:39
|
|||
if you look me in the eye
it's just to say that you don't care
do you wanna make me cry
i've never felt so ugly here
i've never felt so ugly here
in your living room
i'm just a body on your sofa
too embarrassed to speak
happy when it's over
you tell me i play games
so you don't have to look inside yourself
cause it's the ugliness you fear
it's the reason you won't let me in
and the reason that you keep me here
in your living room
i'm just a body on your sofa
too embarrassed to speak
happy when it's over
|
||||
7. |
hotel room
02:19
|
|||
think
think back
think about the first day
we met
i
sat in a blue dress
in a hotel room
cold air kissing my neck
wait
wait for a year and
if you still want me
i promise i'll be here
miles
and hours away but
thinking about you
just calling to say:
don't give up third time's the charm
you've got me up in arms
|
||||
8. |
swimming
02:39
|
|||
in the dark i am not embarrassed to go swimming
if i get my hair wet you won't see
and if my body isn't as perfect as you thought it'd be
then you don't have to touch me
the words that you said they still sting
my eyes burn red i'll forget everything
in the dark i am not embarrassed of my bruises
if you see my scars i will not make excuses
|
||||
9. |
dignity
02:03
|
|||
we were at the plaza
you bought me shots just to tell me
everything that comes out of my mouth is garbage
break my heart but salvage my dignity
just let me leave
i know you don't mean to lose your temper
but when you do it scares me so
i know you never mean to lose your temper
but when you do it scares me so
i don't know why when we said goodbye
you didn't have to think about it twice
in your bed i'm tiny
i'm quietly crying i'm hoping that you don't wake up
because you have been indecent
but i will try and keep this hurt to myself
i know you don't mean to lose your temper
but when you do it scares me so
i know you never mean to lose your temper
but when you do it scares me so
|
If you like FAUX PAS, you may also like:
Bandcamp Daily your guide to the world of Bandcamp